Vulnerable non?

The weather is making me feel slow really slow
Hmph I don’t really enjoy the rain except when the sun shining right after the rain
I would feel refreshed somehow

Anyway went for a swim wif ma swimming buddy earlier even though we hesitated half way to sink ourselves in the water
No it wasn’t that cold but the wind blowing outside automatically makes our body temperature to get confused haha but we ended up spending half an hour inside the pool later heheh

Talked about how flirting can boost one self esteem which I totally agree cos it is healthy if you know how to control yourself i.e. know you boundary and where it gets
Stopping yourself when you know it’s just "the" moment for fun and not to get carried away which most people tends to sink in
It’s great to get the attention but it’s dangerous when you’re giving the green light especially to someone you know from the start you shouldn’t entertain more than you should be

Well I’m not talking about myself here just sharing some conversations I had wif people around me
Why I feel vulnerable now is becos hmmm… life kinda stagnant at the mo so I dunno I don’t quite like it
Am keeping my personal, professional and social life in balance but hmm I think I’m just a lil disturb of the body changes and all sheeeesh
I need to do more work out regime
The other day at the Loreal warehouse sale amongst the cosmetic and perfumery arranged in boxes on the tables I don’t believe I grabbed a box of slimming patch OMG!
*sighs*
Perhaps becos it’s reduced to thirty bucks from two hundred plus I snatched it damn
… and now am wondering where the hell I chucked the box
Oh ya been spending a lot geez…. *bangs head*
I should really hunt for a new bright purse.. remember my theory earlier *sighs*

Lately I’ve becoming more couch potato not missing my fav channel 711 Star World almost everyday haha
Hey the show are really good you know hmmm…. after Ugly Betty then Private Practice then Ghost Whisperer (see! see!) I clicked on 8tv
There was a new reality show I Propose as cliche as other reality shows I just keep on watching it
…. and to see the guy effort and all after he tricked her to sky diving and placing a gigantic sign language of I love you on a piece of big white cloth so she can see from the sky and hugging her when she landed and bending on his knees proposing damn… tears trickled down to my cheek.. WTF wei!
Yeah am a tough cookie but I weep on this touchy gestures okay.. *grins*
Must admit tat was quite romantic lah even if they pretending for the show

Hippieman should be coming back soon argh!
I dunno if he gets my mssg on his eurostar booking earlier
Gonna hit the sack will have the mood to post up picchas tomorrow - I guess
Will read my new book before I doze off later oh yeah….