Fuming ramblings

You tried to be nice

and acted cool

I somehow can sense

That it wasn’t true

I push aside those sore feelings

Thinking that was just you

But somehow god has his own way

And what ever I thought really came out clear

You pretended to you I’m dear

But you know what I’m really nice and I’m sincere

Somehow you manipulating around to conquer your fear

How silly and ugly can you be

Can never see others being happy

Trying to be sober when you’re tipsy

And to me you’re just plain crappy

I’m not proud when I know I’m right

Its just so sad to have a fight

But should I give in and let you go on

I really cannot decide

People like you

So many of them

Pretentious and full of jealousy

I can handle that

But I think you have step on my territory

I will confront and you will be sorry (I hope so!)

You can laugh with me now

You can continue being sweet

You don’t know me that well

Don’t take me for a ride

You need to move on

And *try* to stop being a village bike! (Even he said so)

One thing for sure

Which I’m very clear

God always give his blessing

To those with pure heart…

Wake up and enjoy life and stop obsessing others!

DO YOU NEED HELP?

No mood and am sick…

Yeah am sick of partying nite outing am sick of people who take others for ride am sick of hypocrites am sick of pretentious individual ultimately am sick of people who spit and swallow back their slimy spit. How they were brought up anyway?

One day I’ll just laugh at these silly creatures and see how far they’ve gone. Here are some other better times I had.

Clueless coordinator who makes me wait for hours! I wasn’t happy about it!

Brenda is really tall who stands at 5′ 11" and Ally is really petite looking tall wif the help of 4" heels to balance our shot!

We took the same business program and came in the front page of several local newspapers (before she was famous lah) for a can-a-thon project back in college days! She’s gorgeous innit!

Bumped into my ol friends who are now making it big as the new and upcoming designers. Good luck guys!

Can’t wait for a get away man….

Have a great long weekend…

Guess who’s in the local newspaper, fashion section last Monday?

Ok am not showing off but just wanna share wif ya that I got the credit of dressing up appropriately according to the dresscode to any function I’ve been invited to finally. Hehe… A whole bunch of appreciation to my paparazzo of course!

The thought of our pics is bigger than local fashion icon Camelia also makes me grinning and beaming very very widely. It was the MIFA nite and both Datin N & Alex were friendly and bubbly. I just read about Datin N the nite before in a mag about how she leads her life next to her devoted hubby and happy family (his son handsome gila but only 19 la) and we complimented her on how lucky she is. She modestly agree and gave her two cents worth to us *sighs* 

Even she concurred that men these days are hopeless. Dammit!

Anyway, I was in the latest issue of Juice mag too. Remember the nite where I couldn’t lie about where I got my shoes from when I was in my super duper happy mode. Yeah, the mugshot against the wall and one wif my chaperons were in it. The sad part is they said my bling bling purple dress was from a flea market in Mont Kiara! No! I’m not picky… I shop there too but if it was REALLY from there I would admit it and she didn’t ask! She only asked about my pretty shoes. The gorgeous dress for their bloody info was patiently handpicked among the rows of clothes rails by juicymoi in Melbourne capital O and K! *diva tone*

They even said am currently in love wif JT (tats Justin Timberlake) ok lah. Nasib baik bukan other silly artiste. Doh!

Like I said am not showing off but this is just a part of me jotting down things that might have been forgotten or deleted from my memory bank (Yes, I don’t actually store a lot of things more likely less than 2 weeks that’s why I live happily!!!). If only they created blog so much earlier I’ll be over the cloud. Kids nowadays are damn lucky. They can record every bit of their experience and later can avoid any stupid mistakes they’ve made *envy*

Time flies just because it’s holiday today last nite everyone meracun each other to go out. Excuses! I’m really sick of it actually but don’t wanna left behind since bambam also wanted to go out too. He bought me a white rose from the indian uncle! Sweet!

Chatted wif FashionistaMui and her bf and we bitched a bit haha! And it was Shan’s birthday too in Wine Room. Damn Cynna was so packed when we return but it’s worth to just lepak and chill at the terrace coz I met FarisPaparazzi’s friends. Ok not usual ones but MADONNA’s dancers!!! Unless he’s pulling our legs but looking at them I believe so

The limelight of this post is my pictchah so the rest gotta wait! Hehe..

TGIF!!!!

My juicy own quote:

"You are damn lucky to know your enemy right under your nose rather than the other way. That can only happen if you are true to yourself first and sincere to others!"

Begone BITCHES, SLUTS & SKANKS!!!!

It’s his turn this time….

His #1 bambam

Ya I’ve been having girls outing a lot lately (thank you! ). So last weekend I spent time wif bambam and the boys to PD and entertained their passion for drifting.

Meaning:-

The skill of controlling and manouvering your car so that it can slide sideways lah. Ok make it simple if you watch Fast Furious Tokyo Drift you get my drift

I’ve sat in two cars one by BubblyJane, the only female drifter and she’s damn good & KennyBoy. Oh wait, I forgot there’s another guy too who is also a cabin crew wif MAS. Each of them has different skills and it’s quite interesting. Bambam is still getting the hang of it and he’s improving. I know he still tak puas hati. Practice makes easy baby.

My holey jelly on gravel

1st time @GO-KARTING!

I like driving fast. When I had my Kelly (my ol white kancil) I used to drive like a maniac. Yeah, I was a road bully before but I tone down now. So don’t worry Never get the chance of trying go-kart. Heard so many stories about people can actually hurt badly and even the recent case where a S’porean lady flew out and died. Poor fella. So eager, I just not think about it too much and there I was putting on the helmet (I got a new one from bambam so it doesn’t smells heheh!) and slowly pressing the accelerator. Cool! I was the last one among the rest. I was overtook 4 times by DinNismo. Haha! It’s ok. I’m still very very new to it. You wait!

We didn’t had proper dinner & the kedai makan was so disappointing. The seafood left look so pathetic and had to wait so long. After lepak at the apartment for an hour 4 of us sneaked out and had a good one. I got my prawns & ikan bakar and I slept happily. The apartment we stayed wasn’t bad either. It was at the Extreme Park and the place is really huge. If only they had more activities.

Look at this. It’s a mix monkey and something. We couldn’t figure it out. So cute and sleeping despite the noise from the cars or people…

On the way back home we singgah at the usual seafood place and I get to savour my buttercreamy crab!!!! Woohoo! Mission accomplished! Going out wif the boys is a different kind of enjoyment! I like it too! I suspect there’s gonna be another one soon

My holey jelly on sandy beach

Group pix

His #2 *pebbles*

My other loco babes Fudgie & FlexiWa came by to visit *pebbles*. Very interesting comic strip can be found here *click* Thanks a bunch Fudge! It was great! I laughed out loud reading it!

His various pose of showing off!

It was a great weekend!

Once awhile Friday nite out can pass off

Oh well am still sleepy from last nite event. Hopping from Laundry Anniversary to Mifa in Le Francais. Flowing of red & white. Yay! Thanks to my luvlies Tammie & J Paparazzo chaperoned by my other luvlies Syidibidi & EndieDandy. The other 3 gals went away to the land of FO (no it’s not F**k Off it’s Factory Outlet) paradise. Like other party animals I salute ‘em for not sleeping and head straight to airport after clubbing. Haha!

I chatted wif a lot of interesting peeps from Paul Moss to Datin Nazira to my ol fashion designer friends to mags editor to Stephanie Chai (whom I think putting on weight and colored her hair for a movie) to my college mate Carmen Soo to Susan Lancaster! Phwoar! 

Supposedly go for TopShop fashion show and checking out FarisPaparazzi’s friends who’re supposedly Madonna’s dancers. Say what?!!! Yup, they’re! But I’ve to surrender. Every limb that I have are too tired and aching for me to even lift ‘em. I need to rest! Daymn!

Instead Fudgie & ElastiWa came by to visit *pebbles* at my place. Seronok la dia dapat attention. Fudgie played wif him until he also give up! Haha! Cute!

Brought the gals to LeedsCorrupt place and damn she just got a pretty foldable bar counter for her lanai! *envious grin*

I love my friends and they really make my life a colourful one!

Pics up when I’ve the time. Gonna get up few more hours to PD wif bambam for some drifting outing.

Have a great weekend peeps! Am gonna drag him to the chinese rest. where they serves the best creamy butter crab ever! Yum!

Oh have fun to those who’s going to Good Charlotte!

p/s: I think she’s losing it. It’s pathetic to see she’s standing all alone playing wif her phone and pretend it’s ok. My chaperon said to me who goes out and wear seluar like going to pasar malam okay. To me her frilly cotton top wif red stripes look even worst. Ouch! Back to reality gal and out from your fairytale please! Tsk..tsk..

I knew it’s coming….

Sooner or later I know tat tis gonna happen. He will change. He will be gatal and he will climb on top of my head. I can tolerate all tat.

What I can’t is when he pissed on my bed the 2nd time!!!!!

Ok am talking about *pebbles*. Damn he needs to be sent for spaying. The other day fudgie told me she heard people says tat if you sunat them it can goes back to you when you wanna get a baby it’ll be difficult.

I DON’T CARE!

Actually I do… Kesian ok but I can’t have him marking his territories all over the apartment. Dah lah the place is small. Ish….. *wails*

Lately, since I yelled and screamed at him after the bed incident he becomes lil bit unfriendly. Probably merajuk but I cannot tahan la. Some more he likes to scratch me and bite my feet unexpectedly. Ok I know I’ve been out about and leave him alone at home but I do spend my time everyday for few hours and play wif him. Everyday without fail! If you see my hands people will think tat either I torture myself or I had some kinky act. Scratches everywhere ok *sighs* but

I LOVE HIM ANYWAY!

I need to fix an appointment for him soon! Watch out boy! Mummy gonna give you few more chances. Ok make it two!

Hideaway @Sembunyi Spa

No Handphone : No Smoking signs are everwhere

but there was no sign saying No Camwhoring No Laughing Out Loud No Maintain Yourself around!

When 4 ardent bouncy bloggers (myjuicyself, wat tha’ fudge, biker’s babe & when eintanz chilli chatz) got together & went for some pampering spa session @Cyberview Lodge don’t expect less bit of peace and that’s why all of us sneaked out on Monday knowing that we gonna rock the place like it’s ours!

Mission accomplished.

Am so so relaxed and letting out some toxin gas several times non stop till now proves that the masseus lady hit pressure at the right spot. Even *pebbles* cannot tahan and give me the look! Haha!

Since all of us share the same passion of camwhoring I don’t bother to take the snaps since intan (tinibuttercup)  & fudgie has better toy than me *envy*

but here are some of our muka letih, lega dan kelaparan … teehee..

Here’s the birthday boy, day out @Curve, farewell from ol co. & his & hers fav. soles at the moment

avez-vous vu le fard a joues de moulin?

In simple english:- Have you seen Moulin Rouge?

No… not Ewan & Nicole version. I know you must’ve watched the movie but the real live shows?

I clicked on the telly to my fav channel #11 on Astro and popped The Moulin Rouge Girls. Yeah, I was privileged to watch it live in Paris few years ago. It was spectacular and they’re bling-ed up and colorful furs prancing around the stage and they’re *ahem*.. down right sexy wif their perfect shape & size boobies flipping around!

I enjoyed the show and the dinner wasn’t bad either but I couldn’t help tat my jaw kept on dropping on the table watching how amazing they were. It was truly an experience. Too bad the camphone I had wasn’t so canggih back then. Wif my current one sure I can zoom and share the saucy dancers for your pleasure

but…

you can have a quick peep show here *feerie video clip*

Anyway Friday nite mission was aborted! What’s new.. *raised one eyebrow*

I repeatedly told off LindaKinky tat I need to recharge and stay in but again something will pops up and again… I failed.. we failed.. It was one hungry crazy bizarre hopping sober one for me. The rest? Sure it does.. Yeah, I champion-ly become the gembala kambing (shepherd) tat nite and bringing back all oh.. one terlepas.. safely back home.

Hooked up wif LeedsCorrupt & NaniBooboo plus two new gay friend Koja & Iwan for some lunch and drugstores shopping and surprise birthday dinner for bambam’s friend Ken or KennyBoy as his dear mommycancookdamndelicious food called him.

All his close friends who are mostly the drifters came wif their suped up cars babies. His parents are one of the friendliest I’ve met. I can even chat wif his grandma and she told me she saw a movie where Mark Walhberg is so handsome in it. Cool! I wish I know both of my grandmas. They past away when both my parents where so young so they’ve must feeling tat more than me.

His supermom even baked his cake and it was simply delicious! Yummy!

Happy Birthday KennyBoy! *hides*

Check out Kanye’s pix and short clip @eintanz’s blog or closely known to me as Tinibuttercup *click*

Also other birthday snaps. Told cha April is another month of celebrations! Haha.

I like the effect above & below! Cool!

Bumped into Tg. Azura our own supermodel on the way to 2nd home

and bumped into another Nina! Looking really good *winks*

My spa session starts tomorrow. Woohoo!

Time for real pampering,

detox

&

recharge!!!!!

See ya dolls!    

Back to its original length *sighs*

Not for long!!!

Wat I mean was my eyelashes… Yeah, I plucked the saki-baki and now all are kontot and straight like how it used to be. Dang! Now less sexy.. haih..

I’ve got a lot of encouragement from my dear ones and now to stop whining and focus. Tats my weakness sometimes its hard for me to focus. Blame my horoscope for tat *looks up*. I just gotta be strong and sensible. Doh! The big 3 is looming around the corner soon. Sheeesh..

Can’t wait for therapy session wif the gals *counting days*

When am depressed down I like to relive happy memories. Here are some of them. Did I say some?

A whole chunk of happy doses tat make me high like a school girl successfully sneaked out for some actions.

Oh did I mentioned I like to binge on food.. haha.. hand me the ice cream, oreos, cakes and I add this time by eating a big fat crab wif ma bambam. Where else, fatty crab lah. Damn kenyang mampus! Alham….

Enjoy!

Been awhile I partied like mad wif LindaKinky. The major blast was back in ma homeland, Amsterdam which left a scar on my right knee

shayna|munira|jihan|linda|hani|juicy

the hot gals sizzling tat nite! Haha!

me|johanpaparazzo|sultrysazzy|smileyjihan

Reshmonu above can give you tat evil look huh and wif party liason below

I like this spark of natural lighting effect

ShaynaStar is down for awhile from New York and has very sexy husky voice & SultrySazzy gonna move to a new house soon

I sometimes bump into AndyComel and he’s doing good in the entertainment industry. I got his card stated host|talent|drummer. His band is called estranged and I like their new song called Itu Kamu. Cool! Sure you’ve heard it right…

This is how you eat your pizza and…

this is how you promote a mag.. say thank you wahtimaidin wherever you are! You’re one daring writer babe! Check out tell on the newstands peeps…

He has been a doll to all the ladies tat nite. Thank you! Bambam used to own the same car as him. I miss the damn sound…

Out from the posh tent and hops to another event!

Smiling monkey faces   

johan|april of juice|juicy|joey of channel V

Andy and his mate of bmw team. Yeah I forgot his name.

Me scaring AndyKho the professional photographer. Am sure he’s used to it! Haha

Let it loose baby…

Best pix of the nite

and this too! Swirl of superhappiness. You don’t wanna know wat happens behind it.

Clue:- It includes bar top *wails*

last but not least *evil grin* My utmost killer pose I can muster in super happy mode.

So tak larat already.. this is not including PwincessEkka’s birthday. Probably this is the most post wif pix I’ve ever post up! Phew!

Ciao bella. One more day to the weekend! Woohoo!!!!

xoxo

Almost everyone have a happy ending…

My sign says this today:-