Love

Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength

Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality

Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity

Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success

Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future

Love is the fury of the storm the calm in the rainbow Love is the source of passion

Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other’s needs and desires Love is the source of sharing

Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times Love is the source of security

                    - Poem by Susan Polis Schutz

If only we have more time

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It’s Monday… darn.. am wearing my blue shirt.. yeah.. and white pants hoping that it will lighten up the day.. yeah rite.. after seeing that annoying, irritating biatch in the morning..it doesn’t do any justice.. There’s always a pscycho in the office and this one is baaaaadddd… big black sheep.. god.. just too much. However, the main point is there are so many things to do and so many things happen at the same time..*sighs* and I hope it’s all for good and god please give me some more strength and guidance to get things going well.. as planned..

Last week, as we supposed to check out the charity event.. well, it didn’t quite happen as we took our own sweet lovely time to get ready.. as usual. hmm.. what’s new and we drag our cute asses to another place where when we started to get the vibes from the good music from the pounding speaker, somehow am feeling something is not quite rite.. i have strong intuition believe me then, I saw the dj packing his stuff.. and as what I expected there were stupid raids downstairs.. am cool.. we were cool coz we were neither high nor drunk or tipsy heheh.. but it does frustrates me coz moi leker koncer had texted me and wanna meet up.. yippee.. and we were stuck there for almost an hour.. duh..basically the authorities were just checking out our id.. thank god.. anyway, we left and headed to our own destination after that It was a great nite yet again and how I wish that time is moving a lil slower so that you can laze around and enjoy the feeling of being so happy and contented.. :O) Another great news happened next, where I’ve got the keys to my new apt!!! Hooorayyy… can’t wait to decorate the place and this gonna be my new mission to keep me occupied hehheh.. At last.. I can have it as the way I want it yeaaa.. Bumped into sham and we were talking about how we need to get in shape.. yeah.. and he suggested that we sign up for climbing Mount Kinabalu with Pete and his friends.. and guess what??! I did!!!! Oh my god, I didn’t believe that I would do it but somehow my inner thoughts and instinct say that I should. At least it motivates me to do something for myself yeah.. yeah.. I’ve got at least two months to prepare..damn it.. but it does excites me too Hmm.. am still hoping that time will move a lil slower.. not much.. just a lil bit slower and I wish everything will turn out well.. pray for that.. have to keep up with the pace..Living life in the fast lane eh? ;P moi?? c’est la’ vie..

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Ho Hum!

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Yeaaaa… it’s Friday!!! So glad it is finally the weekend Linda just came back last nite and her flight was delayed.. but thank god most importantly she reached back safely ..we chatted  quite awhile and she was kinda upset with her chee cheong fun act on the nite we went out. Seems the person who concerned about her were yours truly and moi leker koncer, some very nice strangers in the loo, they are really sweet and her g-friend. Hmm.. I just don’t know how to tell her that he is not worth keeping but well, love can really blind you.. I get blinded everytime and now am trying not to fall in the same shitty situation again. I hope.. Anyway, two nights ago was amazing moment for me!!!! Quite unbelievable and I know it’s time for it sooner or later.. However, I never forget 7 & 11 of May ever..hahha!! and yeah.. no regrets.. it takes someone who knows and believe what he can do to make it happen :)))))

Hmm.. as planned we will check out some places tonite. There’s a charity event near heritage row and anyway, we are going to have our proper dinner as planned much, much earlier. She’s going to be away for her long dreaded trip soon and moi gonna miss her so much. So many people close to me are going away temporarily and am just gonna miss them really bad. Well, hopefully the gym that I enrolled will open up soon as I can get myself occupied. Didn’t work out for nearly 4 months straight??!!! Aaaarrggghh.. and the fats are really accumulating!!! I don’t believe I didn’t jump in the pool this long and yeah.. I have to actually do something about it. Focus! Need to focus! Ok.. hopefully, this will be a great weekend and can’t wait to move in to my new place soon Am off to some relaxation in the salon now before the outing later..hehhee.. later peeps xoxo

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Life is full of surprises

Hmm.. today my mood wasn’t that nice.. feeling jumpy and defensive. But am so looking forward later as am gonna meet me leker koncer (the spelling is rite i hope) hehe.. poor thing he is so tied up with work and same goes to yours truly *sighs* Last nite, my bestest friend came over for dinner. She finally found her own way to the place with little help.. so proud of her and as always, in her tiniest top she can fit in and walking, laughing confidently. Salmee was there too.. we were so busy chatting, gossiping, bitching, whining and didn’t realized by the time we walked to the car the rain has stopped. Linda followed back to my place and we got uncomfortable with the situation @moi home (nyet said hello to her.. duh.. moi??) so, we drove to Bangsar. Peeped @kevin’s a.k.a linda’s french toast place to see if he is still around but they have torn down the lawn it does look emptied… Am still convincing her that he is sadly most likely a bi… hmm.. Anyway, we had some hot drinks at the mamak and I was fixing her french manicure haha!! where can you find two girls at midnite on weekday and doing their manicures at mamak???!! Unbelievable and we can’t stop talking bout our great trip We miss the place and the people so much. It’s really nice and we love dutch men!! Hahaha.. they are sweet really! and always smells good hahahha yeah you got it rite no kidding.. Bjorn txt me and hehe.. we have a big plan today! And Linda just told me she had a hmm.. not a bad nite with her Mattijs eventhough his skinny ass is far way in London hahaha.. amazing!